Well, you may be thinking, "Are you nuts? Saying yourself have attitude problem?".
I could be very sarcastic if I want to.
Here is the scenario:
A so-called "new" member does not has the scores. Asked me, "Where can get this one (pointing to the scores)?"
"I don't know".
"Where to get the scores?" asked by the new member again as if like there is no answer from me.
I raised up my voice a little bit, "I DON'T KNOW."
If that person is going to ask me again for the third time, I will say, "Do you understand mandarin? You need me to speak English with you? I said I dont' know (in english)."
But that person were not asking the same question for the third time.
In a very short while, "Borrow me. (pointing to the scores)" said by that person again.
"If I borrow it to you, I no need to refer, is it?"
The other side was silent.
In the first place, I'm using it. How can I borrow it to you? Secondly, it's mine. If I borrow it to you, then I borrow from someone else??? Isn't that funny and weird? Thirdly, "Are you blind? Asking a person who is using it and still wanna borrow while people already telling you that she is using it?"
Fine, without saying a word. I borrow my scores to that person. Because I know if I wouldn't do that, I will be starting to raise up my words asking, "Am I easier to bully? Why there are so many people out there, but you only ask me???" Then, I will start other words which can be really sarcastic and rude. But I wouldn't really want to write them out here.
Can't that person be more 'nicer' or re-phrase the sentences? Asking and telling as if like I'm owing money.
Probably that person could say, "Excuse me, I do not have the scores. Would you mind to share with me?". Wouldn't that be sounds better?
So, now you can see I have attitute problem. Anyway, to be sarcastic or not-to-be sarcastic is actually depending on me. It's my choice whether I choose to be sarcastic or not. However, for the above scenario, I choose NOT to be sarcastic.
Oh no! My computer's monitor is boycotting me. :'(
The screen was all BLACK out and the on power light keep blinking unstop...
Monitor oh monitor... how could you do this to me... we had been lived together for so long and now you are leaving me without telling me. Do you know that I can't live without you because no monitor is equal to no computer? Hence, it's also results to no online, no blogging, no playing games, no chatting, no checking and forwarding of emails, etc and etc.
Oh man... Life is so boring without computer and monitor. Please...
Can anyone get me a new monitor? I mean second hand or refurbished one? I'm not so greedy... erm... but with LCD would be preferable. :p Hahaha...
Went to a Fast Food Restaurant to order my dinner.
"Makan sini atau bawa balik?"
"Makan sini. Satu bubur ayam regular dan satu Hot Milo." I said.
"You nak set meal untuk bubur ayam?"
"Bubur ayam ada set meal?" (Since when there's a set meal for chicken porridge?) I was astonished.
"Ada, ada set meal, ada air dan fries."
(Thinking to have something hot) "Tak apa, bubur ayam saja"
The waitress repeat the order for drink, "Air coke ya..."
"TAK! HOT MILO satu!" What's wrong with her? The pronunciation for both drinks were so TOTALLY different!!!
Then, waiting for my food... Guess what??? I saw TWO pieces of chicken put on my food tray!
"Saya kata BUBUR AYAM!"
The other person put the chicken on my tray asked the waitress, "Ehh, dia ni nak bubur ayam la..." Then, without saying a word, that person change the order (NOT the waitress) and refund back me some money.
What the hell is going on???
I said "BUBUR AYAM", end up giving me two pieces of chicken.
At last, after ten years, five of us have the "COMPLETE" group photos!
There was once when I chat with Chelsea via msn, she told me that our gang has not taken a "COMPLETE" group photo before. Meaning to say, everytime the group photo that we took were always lack of one person. Somehow, someone is missing in the group photo that we took last time.
Then, Chelsea suggested that she brings her camera and took photos during celebrating my birthday. Yeah... here are them...
Today's choir practice actually ends earlier. It's due to RC2 need to shoot a music video for our recruitment and we want to put that video on September's Soka Family Day.
After shooting the video, Yee Siang had prepared one activity which is called "In Your Eyes...".
We sat in a circle. Everyone of us were given one blank paper with the title of “In Your Eyes…”. Then, all of us were to turn to left and stick the blank paper at the back of the person who stands in front of us.
We were asked to write any constructive comment(s) (positive or negative but NOT hurt people feeling) on each person's paper. Of course you won’t know who wrote that because the person is writing at your back.
Well, I know how to ‘play’ this activity but I never play it before. So, all of us get around keep writing at everyone’s back. Some wrote in Mandarin and some were English.
Time’s up and everyone sit back to the circle. We took out the paper at our back and read what had written by others. My paper was quite full with comments. I have both Mandarin and English comments but most of them were English.
Surprisingly, I got lots of good comments! You know what? When I keep reading one comment follow by another one, I was about to cry out and my tears is almost wanted to come out but it holds back! I feel so touching! Some were thanking me; some were appreciating me and etc.
Later, everyone is to read out loudly what are the comments that they received. After I finished read mine, every one applauded. To be frankly with you, I always have in my mind that, I as Assistant Main PIC in RC2 is 当之有愧。(Don’t really know how to translate this.) It’s sort of feeling guiltiness that I didn’t do a good job as Assistant Main PIC. I know I’m NOT doing good! But with those comments and applauses, it was kind of encouragement and “energy” pushing me that I must get better and better as Assistant Main PIC to take more care of members.
Somehow, I know some of you actually wrote two comments (I guess). And I must thank to all of your comments! I appreciate you all too!!!
I must also thank to my parents that they sent me to Chinese primary school, thank to my teachers, so that I can translate from English to Mandarin or Mandarin to English to members easily.
Thank you for loving me! I love all of you too!!!\(^o^)/
Last but not least, thanks to Yee Siang for organising such a meaningful activity.
May be it's not hard for anyone of you to make the decision but it's a little bit difficult for me to make this decision. I just can't think it straight away. I have to consider of this and that. Thinking too much!
It has been so long time (for ages) that I'm expecting for it and it will be realised soon and yet i can't join... I can't be at there... I can't "enjoy" the process with others... There is no two birds in one stone, I wish miracles happen!
May be another mission is more important than this one. I have to accomplish this one first before that.
Wat Arun Ratchawararam (Arun Royal Temple) also known as the temple of dawn.
It was the Grand Royal Temple to King Rama II, Phrabaht Somdej Phraputha Lertlarnaphalai, which was a grand elegant stupa and located on the banks of Chao Phraya River with it's height (67 Metres) 1 Sen, 13 Wah, 1 Sork, 1 Keub and 1 Nuit, has been decorated by many thousand pieces of Chinaware which is an unique temple.
Got the worm from outstation... The working trip at outstation.
Sigh... NO idea whose thumb drive was that, insert in the USB port of the laptop and the laptop got infected!!! Then, without noticing it, insert the thumb drive at other pc as well... so, the pc also got infected. Garrrrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhh...
Been raising up the situation that we faced, highlighting the issues and so on...
Keep reminding the things which happened, also dont know how many umph times already... reminding through verbally... ok la... no prove hor... cannot remember...
ok... fine... not everyone is free... not everyone is free to gather around to have meeting... due to work... due to studies... some stuffs... I understand... but everyone has email address and online MSN everyday for chatting, so they do check their email. I presume they DO check emails, even if that's not everyday but also at least once a week?
But then, whenever everytime emails being sent out to everyone, WHO EVER reply to me???!!! Looks like nobody cares!
Or it's my problem here? Or they just pretend that they didn't receive that email???
Why is everyone not bothering the emails?
It's not the forwarded emails that I sent. Already mentioned very clearly in the subject of the email.
Hey, the problem that I raised is within the group. Just want to avoid or prevent the same thing(s) happened again. Should learn it from history and definately NOT to repeat the same mistakes!!!
Am I the one wasting my time for nothing better to do here? Doing things that will have NO feedback, nobody bother the situation if it's really happened... i had been doing the same thing and giving so many chances for many times.
If I could escape I would, but first of all let me say I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape And re-create a place as my own world And I could be your favorite girl Forever, perfectly together Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet I know I've been a real bad girl I didn't mean for you to get hurt Forever, we can make it better Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet? Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down I'm at my lowest boiling point Come help me out I need to get me out of this joint Come on, let's bounce Counting on you to turn me around Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy I've been getting a little lazy Waiting for you to come save me I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me Hopefully you don't leave me Want to take you with me
If I could escape And re-create a place as my own world And I could be your favorite girl Forever, perfectly together Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet I know I've been a real bad girl I didn't mean for you to get hurt Forever, we can make it better Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet? Sweet escape
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape And re-create a place in my own world And I could be your favorite girl Forever, perfectly together Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet I know I've been a real bad girl I didn't mean for you to get hurt Forever, we can make it better Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet? Sweet escape
