Sunday, August 26, 2007

In Your Eyes...

Today's choir practice actually ends earlier. It's due to RC2 need to shoot a music video for our recruitment and we want to put that video on September's Soka Family Day.

After shooting the video, Yee Siang had prepared one activity which is called "In Your Eyes...".

We sat in a circle. Everyone of us were given one blank paper with the title of “In Your Eyes…”. Then, all of us were to turn to left and stick the blank paper at the back of the person who stands in front of us.

We were asked to write any constructive comment(s) (positive or negative but NOT hurt people feeling) on each person's paper. Of course you won’t know who wrote that because the person is writing at your back.

Well, I know how to ‘play’ this activity but I never play it before. So, all of us get around keep writing at everyone’s back. Some wrote in Mandarin and some were English.

Time’s up and everyone sit back to the circle. We took out the paper at our back and read what had written by others. My paper was quite full with comments. I have both Mandarin and English comments but most of them were English.

Surprisingly, I got lots of good comments! You know what? When I keep reading one comment follow by another one, I was about to cry out and my tears is almost wanted to come out but it holds back! I feel so touching! Some were thanking me; some were appreciating me and etc.

Later, everyone is to read out loudly what are the comments that they received. After I finished read mine, every one applauded. To be frankly with you, I always have in my mind that, I as Assistant Main PIC in RC2 is 当之有愧。(Don’t really know how to translate this.) It’s sort of feeling guiltiness that I didn’t do a good job as Assistant Main PIC. I know I’m NOT doing good! But with those comments and applauses, it was kind of encouragement and “energy” pushing me that I must get better and better as Assistant Main PIC to take more care of members.

Somehow, I know some of you actually wrote two comments (I guess). And I must thank to all of your comments! I appreciate you all too!!!

I must also thank to my parents that they sent me to Chinese primary school, thank to my teachers, so that I can translate from English to Mandarin or Mandarin to English to members easily.

Thank you for loving me! I love all of you too!!!\(^o^)/

Last but not least, thanks to Yee Siang for organising such a meaningful activity.


Friday, August 03, 2007

to be or not to be...

May be it's not hard for anyone of you to make the decision but it's a little bit difficult for me to make this decision. I just can't think it straight away. I have to consider of this and that. Thinking too much!

It has been so long time (for ages) that I'm expecting for it and it will be realised soon and yet i can't join... I can't be at there... I can't "enjoy" the process with others... There is no two birds in one stone, I wish miracles happen!

May be another mission is more important than this one. I have to accomplish this one first before that.